{"id":26748,"date":"2020-11-27T11:26:21","date_gmt":"2020-11-27T11:26:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/unitelive.org\/?p=26748"},"modified":"2020-11-30T11:16:27","modified_gmt":"2020-11-30T11:16:27","slug":"we-really-dont-know-how-we-survived","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/unitelive.test.igniteamt.com\/?p=26748","title":{"rendered":"‘We really don’t know how we survived’"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Like many freelancer workers during the first national lockdown in March, professional photographer Slater King\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s work suddenly dried up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No phone calls, no shoots, just an unending expanse of time – usually peppered with activity – now left abruptly unfilled.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But while much of the economy as we know it had suddenly fallen dormant, a parallel world — in normal times obscured by the relentless consumerism that preoccupies so much of our time — went into overdrive, illuminated in part by Thursday evening clapping.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This was the world of the caring classes \u00e2\u20ac\u201c the people who tend to our loved ones, who save lives, who keep us fed, who look after our children.  And it was this world to which Slater, now out of work, turned his lens.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bI photographed nursery teachers, and people who volunteered at food banks \u00e2\u20ac\u201c it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not the type of work I would normally do but I felt this sudden responsibility to do it,\u00e2\u20ac\u0165 Slater told UniteLIVE. \u00e2\u20ac\u015bMy number one aim was to get into a hospital so that there was some sort of record of the people there doing this incredible work \u00e2\u20ac\u201c that it was marked.\u00e2\u20ac\u0165<\/p>\n\n\n\n

In June, Slater managed to gain exclusive access to a Covid-19 ward at Whittington Hospital in north London, where more than a hundred patients and at least one staff member, a porter, had died from coronavirus since the pandemic began. Many more staff had in the weeks and months become seriously ill.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bI wanted to capture what it was like for these people working there – how do you get your feet to keep marching towards this place that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s killed at least one of your colleagues? How is it that you manage to do this?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bWhen I first came to the hospital, we were just off peak and there were a lot of people in there who had been haunted by that first wave. It was a really scary time because back then we knew so little about the virus — we didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t really know how it was transmitted, what would happen when you caught it, the likelihood of survival, and there was not yet really any effective way to treat it.\u00e2\u20ac\u0165<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Slater wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t quite prepared for what he would find in the hospital.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bThere was a very tight atmosphere. People were intently doing things \u00e2\u20ac\u201c there was not a single person just sitting in a chair relaxing. Everybody was going somewhere, thinking about something; had something to do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Mihir Sanghvi, Specialty Registrar- Cardiology<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bI wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t entirely sure if I was doing the right thing by being there. But then the professional photographer clicked in and I told myself, \u00e2\u20ac\u0098Okay well let\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s deal with that when you get home tonight. But for now there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s something amazing in front of you and you need to get this right\u00e2\u20ac\u2122. I felt a real sense of burden of getting it right.\u00e2\u20ac\u0165<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Unlike the many photo shoots Slater had been accustomed to, where he said, \u00e2\u20ac\u0098you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re often given the people; people know that you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re coming\u00e2\u20ac\u2122, there was no time for introductions and pleasantries.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bThe most difficult thing was approaching each person because in each case I had to interrupt them, take them out of the flow of their day, and convince them that being open and honest about things they potentially hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t even told their partners was a worthwhile thing to do,\u00e2\u20ac\u0165 Slater explained.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He recounts speaking to an intensive care nurse, Wincey (pictured below), who despite grueling, breathless shifts that required laser focus, still managed to summon an extraordinary empathy for her colleagues.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Wincey Andres, Intensive Care Nurse<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bShe kept saying how she felt so sorry about the people who had been seconded who had been brought in to help her because she didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t have time to train them properly.\u00e2\u20ac\u0165<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bShe had such empathy for these other people that she was working with and I pointed out to her \u00e2\u20ac\u201c \u00e2\u20ac\u0098Well you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re a human just as she is, and if you have empathy with these people, shouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t you have empathy for yourself?\u00e2\u20ac\u2122<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Slater had countless such poignant interactions with staff on the very frontline of the fight against the virus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bThe hardest thing was starting again at square one with each person who I spoke to and photographed,\u00e2\u20ac\u0165 he explained. \u00e2\u20ac\u015bBecause the relationship you built up, the amazing interaction you had with that one person, wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t transfer because the two people didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t speak to each other. It was like having to sing for your supper 10-15 times a day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bBut the most wondrous thing \u00e2\u20ac\u201c was the luminosity of the care, dedication, honesty and skill that these people had. It really did make me believe that the reservoir of good, honest, kind, skilled people in the world is actually a lot larger than most people think. It made me realise \u00e2\u20ac\u201c there are enough good people out there and we can get through this; we can do this.\u00e2\u20ac\u0165<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Slater now aims to turn his series of photos and interviews at Whittington Hospital \u00e2\u20ac\u201c which have already won several awards \u00e2\u20ac\u201c into a fundraising book, where proceeds will go directly to the hospital\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s charity to help improve facilities for the very staff he photographed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He hopes that through his photographs and interviews, people \u00e2\u20ac\u0098on the outside\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 as he puts it, gain some insight into the ineffable emotional toll the pandemic has taken on these frontline staff.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bWhat people don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t get is the emotional burden that being in that place puts on these people,\u00e2\u20ac\u0165 Slater explained. \u00e2\u20ac\u015bWe can hear it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s quite stressful that you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re holding an iPad up so that a patient can say goodbye to their loved one, you can hear it. But you can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t get it; you can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t understand it unless you were there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bLizzie, a physiotherapist, said she would get home and in her darkened room she could hear the ICU alarms still beeping in her head. For people outside, those alarms don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t beep in their heads. And like Wincey told me, \u00e2\u20ac\u0098There\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s no exact words that could describe what happened inside there. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s just full of tears – we really don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know how we survived.\u00e2\u20ac\u2122\u00e2\u20ac\u0165<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bThe emotional burden that these people carry is truly astonishing.\u00e2\u20ac\u0165<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Lizzie Marlow, Physiotherapist<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

This is why, Slater believes, so many NHS and other key workers fighting the pandemic reject the \u00e2\u20ac\u0098hero\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 narrative that has become so popular with the public since March.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bThe word heroic implies you nip into a phone booth, you change your superhero outfit, do your thing, and you come back home in time for tea,\u00e2\u20ac\u0165 Slater noted.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bHeroic doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t imply that you sit at home in a darkened room and still hear the alarms in the ICU ringing in your ears. To call these people heroes is having outsiders enforce and put on them labels that makes the outsiders happy. That hero label isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t made for the people inside the hospital\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s benefit, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s made for the people outside.\u00e2\u20ac\u0165<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Indeed, as UniteLIVE has highlighted since the beginning of the pandemic, more than anything our NHS staff want to be treated with respect \u00e2\u20ac\u201c and valued \u00e2\u20ac\u201c for the work they do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bTo me giving NHS workers a pay rise is as obvious as the nose on your face \u00e2\u20ac\u201c what they do cannot be distilled into a spreadsheet. Their jobs are so much more than what it is on paper.\u00e2\u20ac\u0165<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Slater gave the example of Deme (pictured below), a porter at the hospital.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bHe said something absolutely wonderful that I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll never forget. Describing what he does daily, he told me, \u00e2\u20ac\u0098I push people to the wards and I talk to them and make them comfortable. I just make them laugh so they forget their problems. You see, when someone comes to hospital they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re not happy at all. They\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re worried and often they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re in pain. And so I just take some time talking to them, finding out where they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re from and what language they speak and I try to speak their language if I can. I ask their name, I try to joke, and make them forget their problems so they can be comfortable. I like to always make them smile. Talking to them can change their world.\u00e2\u20ac\u2122<\/em>\u00e2\u20ac\u0165<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Deme Mohamed, Porter<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bThis is a porter,\u00e2\u20ac\u0165 Slater noted. \u00e2\u20ac\u015bThis is a guy at the bottom of the ladder. If you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re a person setting their wage in the bowels of Whitehall you think \u00e2\u20ac\u0098oh well they just push people around.\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 But that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not it \u00e2\u20ac\u201c that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not what they do, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s so much more than that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bThat level of stepping out is what everyone in the hospital does and they do that at every layer.\u00e2\u20ac\u0165<\/p>\n\n\n\n

From his brief time on the very frontline of the virus \u00e2\u20ac\u201c an outsider looking in \u00e2\u20ac\u201c Slater hopes that through his work not only will the public gain a greater insight into the lives of NHS staff fighting the pandemic, but that NHS staff themselves realise the strength of their solidarity.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u015bMy message to these workers, apart from the obvious thank you, is to say look around. There are more of you — more decent, honest and skilled people just like you \u00e2\u20ac\u201c than you realise. Because of the quantity of you \u00e2\u20ac\u201c which is the essence of a union — you have more power than you know.\u00e2\u20ac\u0165<\/p>\n\n\n\n

By donating to the fundraising Kickstarter campaign<\/a>, you can purchase Slater\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s photo book and all royalties will go to the hospital\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s staff charity to directly benefit the NHS workers featured in the book. Slater also hopes to raise funds so that staff, as well as local schools near the hospital, can get free copies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The deadline for the Kickstarter campaign to reach its fundraising goal is Saturday, December 19 , so don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t delay \u00e2\u20ac\u201c you can donate to reserve your own a copy of Whittington Hospital in the Time of Covid<\/em> by contributing to the Kickstarter campaign here<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

By Hajera Blagg<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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